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 Soul Prostitution
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In some kind of a pre collage lecture my father sat me down and gave a long talk about going out to the world...
There was to much talking in it but the last conclusion was (no matter what your believes are, when it comes to your relationships _specially with males_ and when it comes to your appearance, you should always follow the rules of the community you are living in ) ...
I had no problem with accepting what he is saying , I had no problem with accepting that there are people in this world who thinks like this, but what drove me over the edge was the fact that I was telling my self to do just like what he is telling me to do , I was saying to myself that it's just 5 years and I'll finish collage and I'll no longer have to follow anyone's orders , and to listen to my own self saying so was a real shock to me.
That was the moment I caught my self turning to on more faithless hypocrites of this country.
We live in a society that puts thoughts and religions in the end of it's priorities, a society that strongly refuses the existence of hookers because they sail their body for money, but the same society never finds it wrong to ask you to give up each and every believe of yours just to get its' blessing for what u do, do we really think bodies are more precious then thoughts?!!!
Lots of the individuals in this community have agreed to make this deal with the (customs demon ) , they sail there souls and minds to it by following the so called customs and traditions and it return Mr. community gives them the honor of being one of it.
It's a community of prostitutes, because selling souls isn't any better than selling bodies, a community of people who are getting sick of having to sale even their believes _that if they have ones_ to get this fake blessing of other individuals who are also felling sick of a such situation, if you are asking (if no one likes it then why dose it go one?), I'll tell you that's one thing I can't find out, but it looks that such a sick way of living keeps a certain order of control that the alder has over the younger, the government has over the people, the so called imams has over the public, its' always a fact that the peoples fear of change can make them accept abuse with absolute silence and with no resistance at all.
In this kind of communities it's very much possible for the people to create samples to follow even in the fields that needs creativity more then copying, for example in policy they will turn it from a game of thoughts and parties, into a game of families, leaders and big houses, all that because of the peoples need to follow not to lead, they are so used to walk in a previously drawn track, that they believed in some way that they can't draw their own tracks.
Also in family affairs _and as a daughter of a such community_ I can clearly see that I am given a lot of freedom as long the OTHERS don’t say it's wrong, the meaning : let's say we are in a wedding party, no one we'll say no if I wore a sleeveless short dress although it's religiously _as they explain Islam_ really wrong, but it's ok with them as long as it's the a COMMON thing, and when it's morning am still me they are still them but now it's the common to dress DESENTLY, not because god says so which is there excuse, but the truth is it's because of what the people says, I mean did god say it's ok to dress UNDESENTLY at night, or was god asleep at that time so you could wear what ever you want??, the thing is this society knows nothing about believing in any thing, I doubt it that they really know what believing in god is about, they'll do any thing they'll say any thing no matter how sick it is just to be blessed by each other, am sorry but this is one of the most hypocrite prostitute societies I've ever seen.
They had even dare to change the meanings of the words of the prophet Mohamed to legalize their deeds, in more than one way the prophet Mohamed told us how wrong it's for a person to desire superiority over others, the meaning clearly here is about being humble, is about understanding how we all are alike, is about loving others, but as a result of the cooperation between a very smart ruling mind and a very sick ruled mind the meanings were changed into that the right is to build a community of identical copies who all follow the rules very smoothly with no objections at all, a community where no one goes out of the flock just like if we are sheep.
The beauty of the human community is in the multi differences it contains, how ugly will a rainbow look if the colors got all mixed up to give us a cold brown line in the middle of the sky, it's the differences that brings us together not the similarity, it's the differences that makes us a society not a flock.
And for this reason I will not allow my self to be a face in the crowed, I love being different, I know lot's of you think that I am just on more angry spoiled teenager who knows nothing about the world, and let me tell you that I agree with this definition, but I also agree that it doesn't qualify any one to draw my life for me.
Am I right??
Do I see this community like how it really is??
Will the next five years that I'll live in Sudan change my mind??
Will I one day be a sheep in the flock??
Is there any excuse for the way this society works??
Some of this questions I ask u to answer them for me and some of them are for the coming years to answer, after all like what grandma loves to say :am just 18 what can I know!
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| Soul Prostitution | مزن ابوعبيدة النيل | 09-06-04, 01:57 PM |
 Re: Soul Prostitution | Muhib | 09-06-04, 04:49 PM |
 Re: Soul Prostitution | Muhib | 09-06-04, 05:11 PM |
| Re: Soul Prostitution | مزن ابوعبيدة النيل | 09-07-04, 04:31 AM |
| Re: Soul Prostitution | مزن ابوعبيدة النيل | 09-07-04, 04:27 AM |
| Re: Soul Prostitution | أحمد الشايقي | 09-07-04, 04:40 AM |
| Re: Soul Prostitution | مزن ابوعبيدة النيل | 09-07-04, 04:56 AM |
 Re: Soul Prostitution | Dia eldin khalil | 09-07-04, 06:41 AM |
| Re: Soul Prostitution | مزن ابوعبيدة النيل | 09-07-04, 07:44 AM |
| Re: Soul Prostitution | Adil Isaac | 09-07-04, 10:58 AM |
| Re: Soul Prostitution | مزن ابوعبيدة النيل | 09-08-04, 05:38 AM |
| Re: Soul Prostitution | Elnasri Amin | 09-07-04, 11:17 AM |
| Re: Soul Prostitution | Muhib | 09-07-04, 01:16 PM |
| Re: Soul Prostitution | Adil Osman | 09-07-04, 01:04 PM |
| Re: Soul Prostitution | أحمد الشايقي | 09-07-04, 01:59 PM |
| Re: Soul Prostitution | مزن ابوعبيدة النيل | 09-08-04, 05:41 AM |
| Re: Soul Prostitution | مزن ابوعبيدة النيل | 09-08-04, 05:43 AM |
| Re: Soul Prostitution | مزن ابوعبيدة النيل | 09-08-04, 05:47 AM |
| Re: Soul Prostitution | مراويد | 09-08-04, 08:22 AM |
| Re: Soul Prostitution | إيمان أحمد | 09-08-04, 08:24 PM |
| Re: Soul Prostitution | مزن ابوعبيدة النيل | 09-10-04, 12:49 PM |
| Re: Soul Prostitution | أحمد الشايقي | 09-10-04, 11:39 PM |
| Re: Soul Prostitution | Adil Osman | 09-11-04, 08:32 AM |
| Re: Soul Prostitution | Adil Osman | 09-11-04, 11:41 AM |
| Re: Soul Prostitution | مزن ابوعبيدة النيل | 09-13-04, 11:58 AM |
| Re: Soul Prostitution | مزن ابوعبيدة النيل | 09-13-04, 12:05 PM |
| Re: Soul Prostitution | مزن ابوعبيدة النيل | 09-14-04, 05:51 AM |
| Re: Soul Prostitution | Adil Osman | 09-14-04, 06:27 AM |
| Re: Soul Prostitution | إيمان أحمد | 09-14-04, 08:20 PM |
| Re: Soul Prostitution | Khalid Eltayeb | 09-15-04, 05:24 AM |
| Re: Soul Prostitution | Adil Osman | 09-16-04, 10:33 AM |
| Re: Soul Prostitution | Adil Osman | 09-16-04, 12:43 PM |
| Re: Soul Prostitution | Adil Osman | 09-17-04, 10:02 AM |
| Re: Soul Prostitution | Adil Osman | 09-18-04, 08:51 AM |
| Re: Soul Prostitution | إيمان أحمد | 09-18-04, 09:16 AM |
| Re: Soul Prostitution | طلال عفيفي | 09-19-04, 09:18 AM |
| Re: Soul Prostitution | مزن ابوعبيدة النيل | 09-19-04, 01:15 PM |
| Re: Soul Prostitution | طلال عفيفي | 09-20-04, 09:43 AM |
| Re: Soul Prostitution | أحمد أمين | 09-20-04, 01:10 PM |
| Re: Soul Prostitution | مزن ابوعبيدة النيل | 09-21-04, 12:10 PM |
| Re: Soul Prostitution | مزن ابوعبيدة النيل | 09-20-04, 01:36 PM |
| Re: Soul Prostitution | Adil Osman | 09-20-04, 03:17 PM |
| Re: Soul Prostitution | مزن ابوعبيدة النيل | 09-21-04, 12:15 PM |
| Re: Soul Prostitution | Adil Osman | 09-21-04, 02:01 PM |
| Re: Soul Prostitution | مزن ابوعبيدة النيل | 09-22-04, 12:59 PM |
| Re: Soul Prostitution | Adil Osman | 09-23-04, 08:37 AM |
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